it's days like today when i'm reminded of how much john cares about me.

first of all, someone called and asked me to go out for poutine with them, but then felt bad taking *precious* time away from john. so i passed the phone over to john and told him to say how much he doesn't mind. john started yelling into the phone things like, "take her!! PLEEEASE!! i don't want her anymore... i can't get away from her!! even when i don't pick her up, she BUSSES over to my house!! GOOOOO!!!" my poutine date was much amused and felt better about *tearing* me away.

then i later asked john if he was getting sick of seeing me, since we've seen each other every single day for the past week and a half. he compared me a numbing pain...that at first you notice it, but then once the constant jabbing becomes calloused over, you don't notice it so much anymore.

right... anyway, he cares about me SO much that he's asleep again. LoL, but it's because he left me to do my work and fell asleep watching tv. i have to wake him up early(er) tonight because i'm off to go for a middle-of-the-night heart attack otherwise known as a poutine from ESD.