been queasy and nauseaous for most of the day. tried to induce it at night, but nothing. but i was hungry. since i felt sick, i'd skipped dinner. i made me a 3-egg omelette with pastrami, spinach, and a wad of mozzarella cheese. it was yummy...i figured if that wasn't gonna induce it, nothing would. funny how i don't feel so ikky anymore...who needs pepto when you've got my omelettes?
not a great week for a slew of reasons. mentally, emotionally, and physically drained. i think i feel indifferent. that's not good. reminds me of a passage i came across in QT earlier this week.
15I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! 16So, because you are lukewarm--neither hot nor cold--I am about to spit you out of my mouth. 17You say, 'I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.' But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked. 18I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so you can become rich; and white clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes, so you can see. 19Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest, and repent. 20Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me. 21To him who overcomes, I will give the right to sit with me on my throne, just as I overcame and sat down with my Father on his throne.
-Revelations 3:15-21
lesson of the week was not to assume anything. how the mighty fall. humbled. crawling back to Him. i don't deserve this love... i got a big hug from God last night, and i can't describe how it feels. i will keep my focus on Him. i will overcome. no more distractions. i want to have a renewed sense of vision and direction. i want to be on fire.
i think my esophagus is going to be on fire...i think that omelette's about to come back with a vengeance.....je m'excuse.....
not a great week for a slew of reasons. mentally, emotionally, and physically drained. i think i feel indifferent. that's not good. reminds me of a passage i came across in QT earlier this week.
15I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! 16So, because you are lukewarm--neither hot nor cold--I am about to spit you out of my mouth. 17You say, 'I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.' But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked. 18I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so you can become rich; and white clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes, so you can see. 19Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest, and repent. 20Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me. 21To him who overcomes, I will give the right to sit with me on my throne, just as I overcame and sat down with my Father on his throne.
-Revelations 3:15-21
lesson of the week was not to assume anything. how the mighty fall. humbled. crawling back to Him. i don't deserve this love... i got a big hug from God last night, and i can't describe how it feels. i will keep my focus on Him. i will overcome. no more distractions. i want to have a renewed sense of vision and direction. i want to be on fire.
i think my esophagus is going to be on fire...i think that omelette's about to come back with a vengeance.....je m'excuse.....
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