i think i'm in another one of those *i don't want to grow up* phases again. sometimes it frustrates me that ppl in my family are so stuck in their ways and they don't like change. they find something that they like and they stick to it, refusing to try other ways. sometimes it saddens me when i realize that i can also be the same way. in the end, it really just bites me in the butt, and i have no one to blame but myself. alas.